❤️A DYSFUNCTIONAL New Ager 🌈
When I first consciously started on my spiritual path in 2014 I had absolutely no idea what I was getting myself into. I have been psychically open since I was born and since 2005 or so I started coming back into myself, if that's what you call it.
I was awakening but I had no IDEA that's what it was called. I was excitedly drawn to Wicca and in the privacy of my home office I would secretly read blogs about spells and witchcraft and it WAS EXCITING. I was such a newbie.
As my AKASHIC RECORD slowly opened more secret remembrances came to me. I had no idea this was any type of spiritual awakening at the time.
Fast forward to 2014 and I was searching for more meaning and purpose in my life. I mean there HAD TO BE SOMETHING MORE.
Be careful what YOU ASK THE UNIVERSE FOR. I asked for MORE, Psychic awarenesses, opening, EVERYTHING. I JUST KNEW THERE WAS MORE.
Well the Universe delivered in my first spiritual teacher and mentor and I WAS OFF. She taught me how to CONNECT WITH MY GUIDES AND a whole new world opened up to me.👼
I Recall getting out a pen and paper not really knowing what automatic writing was and the FIRST GUIDE WHO REVEALED HERSELF TO ME WAS QUAN YIN. But I didn't know who she was at the time. SUCH SWEET MEMORIES of FINDING MY GUIDES IN THOSE EARLY DAYS.🌹
But with conscious awareness of the SPIRIT REALM AND your connection to it, there's also a small forgetting of your humanness in the REAL WORLD. I wanted to be with Spirit all the time because there was so much LOVE THERE.
Slowly very slowly I relinquished MY POWER to SPIRIT expecting MY GUIDES AND GOD to tell me HOW AND WHEN to do everything.
I KNOW MANY reading THIS WHO ARE JUST STARTING ON YOUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY... DO NOT GIVE YOUR POWER AWAY.
YOU are part of this process. It's a PARTNERSHIP between YOU and SPIRIT. You are BALANCED equal partners. I thought because I was so sensitive to energy that I couldn't drive or do anything around harsh energy so I retreated into myself and turned inward to Spirit expecting them to Run the Show.
FAST FORWARD AGAIN TO now. It's taken many HARD LIFE LESSONS for me to realize that to be fully awake and helping heal others and our planet that I need to be a willing partner with Spirit. But the best LESSON is that I get to call the shots. I AM A CO- CREATOR and I have to act or react to the guidance I'm getting.
Lesson # 1: You can't sit around all day meditating, doing ritual, and holding crystals 🌹❤️
SO LIGHTWORKERS, COME OUT OF THE CLOSET. YOU'LL BE SO BLISSED THAT YOU DID.
My drum journey this morning showed me a lifetime from my Akash as a 13 yo Navajo boy being initiated as a medicine man by his medicine man grandfather for his tribe. 👨❤️
This was his (my) lineage from this lifetime as every male before me had been a medicine man. But before I could apprentice with my grandfather, I was sent on a vision quest to Chincoteague for 3 weeks where I would need to stay alive with only my own primordial wisdom and that of my spirit guides.👼🐴
Now in my lifetime now I had always since a very young child held a special affinity for Chincoteague and Assateague islands but I never knew why. And on a visit to a shaman some time back she kept telling me the horses were calling me, and I knew they were too, but I didn't know why.🐴❤️🥀
Well the wild horses of Chincoteague basically helped keep me as this young Native boy alive during this vision quest. I just kept seeing their eyes during my journey and the deep knowing and understanding. The eyes were so haunting in my vision like they transcended time and space.⏳
So a new part of needed information is opening from this Akashic record and we'll see what drops into my now reality as a result of it. But I do know one thing. He survived that vision quest and the things that he saw and the wisdom of the horses and the experiences with spirit transformed him into someone very powerful and revered by his tribe. And that was profound enough to allow me to feel its glimmer even as a young child now.✨⭐
Let's see where this leads....I keep going ❤️