When you start on a spiritual journey you have no idea where you're going. You're not even sure you're really on the path. And if you think you're on the path, you assume it's not the right one.
When I first realized I was on my spiritual path I was so unsure of what that even meant. What was a lightworker and what exactly did they do? I had no idea. And even after several years of "actively" being on my path, I still didn't realize what my "job" as a lightworker even entailed.
My ego kicked in at first and I thought I was "special" because I was carrying all this light and was somehow the only one on this special mission. It would take several more years of soul healing for me to realize what the true job description of a lightworker really was.
How do you walk into a room and instantly either make people feel better or worse just because of your own mood. How can you actually project your feelings onto others and influence them to feel a certain way. How do you "work with energy" in a safe and respectable way for yourself and others. These are some of the things I learned, and it's exciting work if you can come to an understanding of what you've been signed up for.
Because if you think you're a lightworker than you ARE. You signed yourself up for this job before you came into this lifetime.
I realized I had a huge responsibility. I take my work very seriously. I understand that my words can be a light saber for good or not so good. Do I want to uplift, empower, and light you up with love. Or do I want to bring you down, make you feel like crap, and disempower you. Because both are equally possible.
And because I understand this and know how to work with my energy in these ways, I become indescribably more powerful than the average human who doesn't understand these concepts. I AM POWERFUL and because I realize this I am very discerning and respectable with how I use that power. I choose to be the LIGHT. I choose to use my sacred heart to spread the LOVE.
What do you choose?
LESSON #2 - I chose to use my power wisely and with discernment.
❤️A DYSFUNCTIONAL New Ager 🌈
When I first consciously started on my spiritual path in 2014 I had absolutely no idea what I was getting myself into. I have been psychically open since I was born and since 2005 or so I started coming back into myself, if that's what you call it.
I was awakening but I had no IDEA that's what it was called. I was excitedly drawn to Wicca and in the privacy of my home office I would secretly read blogs about spells and witchcraft and it WAS EXCITING. I was such a newbie.
As my AKASHIC RECORD slowly opened more secret remembrances came to me. I had no idea this was any type of spiritual awakening at the time.
Fast forward to 2014 and I was searching for more meaning and purpose in my life. I mean there HAD TO BE SOMETHING MORE.
Be careful what YOU ASK THE UNIVERSE FOR. I asked for MORE, Psychic awarenesses, opening, EVERYTHING. I JUST KNEW THERE WAS MORE.
Well the Universe delivered in my first spiritual teacher and mentor and I WAS OFF. She taught me how to CONNECT WITH MY GUIDES AND a whole new world opened up to me.👼
I Recall getting out a pen and paper not really knowing what automatic writing was and the FIRST GUIDE WHO REVEALED HERSELF TO ME WAS QUAN YIN. But I didn't know who she was at the time. SUCH SWEET MEMORIES of FINDING MY GUIDES IN THOSE EARLY DAYS.🌹
But with conscious awareness of the SPIRIT REALM AND your connection to it, there's also a small forgetting of your humanness in the REAL WORLD. I wanted to be with Spirit all the time because there was so much LOVE THERE.
Slowly very slowly I relinquished MY POWER to SPIRIT expecting MY GUIDES AND GOD to tell me HOW AND WHEN to do everything.
I KNOW MANY reading THIS WHO ARE JUST STARTING ON YOUR SPIRITUAL JOURNEY... DO NOT GIVE YOUR POWER AWAY.
YOU are part of this process. It's a PARTNERSHIP between YOU and SPIRIT. You are BALANCED equal partners. I thought because I was so sensitive to energy that I couldn't drive or do anything around harsh energy so I retreated into myself and turned inward to Spirit expecting them to Run the Show.
FAST FORWARD AGAIN TO now. It's taken many HARD LIFE LESSONS for me to realize that to be fully awake and helping heal others and our planet that I need to be a willing partner with Spirit. But the best LESSON is that I get to call the shots. I AM A CO- CREATOR and I have to act or react to the guidance I'm getting.
Lesson # 1: You can't sit around all day meditating, doing ritual, and holding crystals 🌹❤️
SO LIGHTWORKERS, COME OUT OF THE CLOSET. YOU'LL BE SO BLISSED THAT YOU DID.